原来 我真的只是一个笨蛋
i'm just a noob
a super duper noob

umm...
dunno what to say or what to write.
nowadays, life were just full of exam !

Dad hopes that i can be a dentist,
or be a doctor like my bro.

hmm...
Being a dentist is not bad,
but a question is wondering me.
Am i qualified to be a dentist?
with the result i have now,
it's totally a NO !

When dad talks about it,
he was full of joy.
He wishes that he could have 2 doc in the house.
The way he talked and speaked,
when he says about this,
I really can feel his happiness.

He even asked me to find,
which school is better,
which school's fee is more economic !

Ahhh~
it makes me feel so stressed !
I dont wanna break my dad's hope.
I got the interest,
but i just scared that i can't follow up
and waste his money.

so,
I told myself that if no scholarship,
I'll not persuade in dentistry !
Sorry, dad,
If i break your hope to have 2 doc in house.

Really sorry !
I don't have the confident to do well in my every exam.
I just don't believe myself.
I really scares that i'll make you sad.

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today, when i came back from school,
my mum told me that my cousin brother had just comitted suicide.
>.<
dad had rush back to hometown.
but,
we're having exam and can't follow him.

although i don't really know him,
but still felt sad.
We're having the same surname,
the same grandparents,
we're still relatives.

DanBo

umm...

...DanBo...

so cute !

haha~

DanBo is studying just like all those form 5 students =)

Jia You !

lets study together ~

although tips were flying everywhere,

but,

try to read as much as you can !

don't read for exam,

READ FOR YOURSELF !

READ FOR YOUR FUTURE !