Thursday, December 15, 2011

the end

secondary school had finally came to an end.

the graduation trip is over too.

memories are memories.

we should keep them nice and safe in our heart.

they are the memories that make us grow !

it's valueable ~

it cannot be bought by money too =)

Thursday, December 1, 2011

you're the apple of my eyes

2011.11.12
the first time i watch you're the apple of my eye.
i watch with my sister.
the movie is very touching.
i almost cried.
i really almost cried.
maybe because of me and sis din even talk in the whole
movie.
we just concentrate on our movie.
we get back many of our school memories in school
time.
she got hers and i got mine.
we both nearly cried out in the cinema.
first time having that feeling.
haha~
maybe my secondary school life got too much people for me to
remember of.
really a whole lot of people.
when i get into the car,
on the way home,
me and sis don't talk a single words too.
we just looks out of the window,
and thinks of our memories.
not a bad time.
=)

2011.11.31
the second time i watch the movie.
this time is with a whole bunch of friends,
as i wish last time.
but i realised,
it's not that touching anymore.
maybe because of the laughter of friends,
made the movie turns funny,
and not touching.
but it still reminds me of many peoples.
all my friends,
all the people i met,
all those that had talked to me,
all those that had known me for years,
those that had just know me,
those that help me,
those that cares me,
those that really friend to me.

i really feels very grateful to have all of them.

i like it so much,
when the heroin says in the movie.
she says : 谢谢你喜欢我 ~
haha ~
i also wanna thanks those that ever love or like me
too.
because of them,
my secondary life is full of happiness.
because of them,
i got the chance to experience new things.

evryone is the apple of my eye,
not only you.
everyone stands a huge part in my life,
everyone helps in puzzling up my life.

i had never regret of know anyone of my friends.
i just hope that they won't ever forgets me.
no matter where they are,
no matter how old are we,
no matter what are we doing.

i just wanna keep in contact with all of my
friends.
remember to call me, text me, find me in skype,
or even sends me some mail.

friends were still friends.
no matter what happened.
remember of the happy momment in our life,
brush off the sadness of life.

it'll lead us to the way of happiness.
good luck, everyone.
good luck in the new path of life.
my friends, never ever forgets me !
=)

you that had read this, reply me of your thought of this. =)
leave a comment, or e-mail me if you're my friend.

Saturday, October 29, 2011

=(

it's 2 am in the morning.

and i'm still awake.

why?

i don't know.


just don't feel like sleeping.
I'm in a bad mood now,

i don't even know why.

everyday,

every night,

at this time,

if i hadn't sleep,

i would have this feeling.

especially when i'm alone,

with no one to talk to.

I feel like crying,

but it seem silly.

to cry for no reason

somemore in the middle of the night

@.@

my fish suicide around 11.45pm yesterday.

it keep bang the wall of aquarium

till it head bleed,

but still not willing to stop.

till it doesn't have energy to move.

it's a cat fish.
white colour with some dark brown spot on it body.

looks lovely.

but,

now,

one is dead,

one is still alive.

am i should be grateful that the other one is still alive?

or i should be sad now?

I'm confused by myself now.

My feeling is all mixed up.

Just like a milk shake.

sad, happy, angry, weird feeling.

all came out at once.



why am i having this feeling?


I hate myself !



- hui ping -

Friday, September 23, 2011

原来 我真的只是一个笨蛋
i'm just a noob
a super duper noob

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

umm...
dunno what to say or what to write.
nowadays, life were just full of exam !

Dad hopes that i can be a dentist,
or be a doctor like my bro.

hmm...
Being a dentist is not bad,
but a question is wondering me.
Am i qualified to be a dentist?
with the result i have now,
it's totally a NO !

When dad talks about it,
he was full of joy.
He wishes that he could have 2 doc in the house.
The way he talked and speaked,
when he says about this,
I really can feel his happiness.

He even asked me to find,
which school is better,
which school's fee is more economic !

Ahhh~
it makes me feel so stressed !
I dont wanna break my dad's hope.
I got the interest,
but i just scared that i can't follow up
and waste his money.

so,
I told myself that if no scholarship,
I'll not persuade in dentistry !
Sorry, dad,
If i break your hope to have 2 doc in house.

Really sorry !
I don't have the confident to do well in my every exam.
I just don't believe myself.
I really scares that i'll make you sad.

______________________________________________________________________________________

today, when i came back from school,
my mum told me that my cousin brother had just comitted suicide.
>.<
dad had rush back to hometown.
but,
we're having exam and can't follow him.

although i don't really know him,
but still felt sad.
We're having the same surname,
the same grandparents,
we're still relatives.

Friday, September 9, 2011

DanBo

umm...
...DanBo...
so cute !
haha~
DanBo is studying just like all those form 5 students =)
Jia You !
lets study together ~
although tips were flying everywhere,
but,
try to read as much as you can !
don't read for exam,
READ FOR YOURSELF !
READ FOR YOUR FUTURE !

Friday, August 26, 2011

1 weeks more to trial and i'm still slacking here.
NOOB !
can't waste my time anymore,
but,
i still cant concentrate in study.
i just feel sleepy everytime i open my books.
arghhhh~
hate the lazy me soooo much.
OMG !!
i really need someone to study with me?
haha.
someone to tutor me in everything ~
umm...
help me ~~

Friday, August 12, 2011

...

what kind of person am i?
a good one?
or a bad one?

i keep wondering this question.
maybe i'm just a typical sagitaurus that needs freedom.
many many freedom.

i doesn't like to be bonded with something.
i dislike the feeling nor the situations.

i like being myself.
i like being someone that are special.
i like that no one are the same with me.

but, i'm also a small gas girl.
cause i can get angry easily,
especially when it's about something i care.

so, what your thought about me?
tell me by leaving comments !
tell me your feelings about me. =)

Sunday, July 24, 2011

24.07.2011

today, went to botanical garden with school trips.
first impression : what? it looks like a place where no one is managing.
second impression : it's totally boring !
third impression : i'll never go there again !
the thing i like the most is when cycling,
I LOVE CYCLING !
but, i cycled for 2 hours and my leg are now yelling for massage =P
when i finish cycling up the hill,
and i'm soooo tired, that i starts walking with the bicycle.
haha~
and, suddenly,
my leg muscle cramps !
OUCH ! it's so painful !
i kept stretching my legs till i recover, finally !
pheww~
but, now, my legs still feeling so sore ~

Saturday, June 18, 2011

18.06.2011

It's a normal saturday in june.
But, i went to school,
Not for cocuriculum activity,
But for the olympiad competition in UKM.
Doesn't really know what competition is that at first.
Just trying to ganti one of my friend that can't make it on that day.

Just the day before the competition,
I got to know that it's a math comeptition and no calculator is allowed to use.
And,
I was like what the hell?
No calculator?
OH MY GOD !
Haha.

But, later on.
I saw the past year question of the competition.
And, I'm abit relieved.
Not because it's easy,
It's because it's really seem like those words from jupiter ( outer space )!
haha.
The best part is when i heard those math pro says that :
OMG ! What question is this?
This means that they also don't know how to solve.
haha~ so, no need to worry !
we're gonna fail together ! XD

It's bad, but, that's the truth !
=P
And, conclusion is,
It's really hard !
They gave us two and a half hour to do it,
But, within one and a half hour,
My brain is stuck and i can't solve it already ! :(

And,
it's also the IU day in school !
The International Understanding Day !
I miss the sushi, but manage to eat some kimchi !
:D
Not very nice, but still taste good !

I also went for bowling with emily and khang hau after that.
I got the lowest mark in the first round,
but got the HIGHEST mark in second round !

It's so nice to hang out with friends !
Me and emily is going to have a treat of sushi king from khang hau !!
Thanks !!
I'm gonna eat as much as i could =P

Emily :
you're really so chicken hearted !
I'm just standing behind you and when you turned around,
You're screaming !
haha.
I won you in the second round of bowling !!
I think if i wear shorts, not skirt,
I will get higher marks ! =P
Let's go again next time ! :D
- Hui Ping -

Khang Hau :
thanks for your sushi king ! ( although not eaten yet ! )
your pose when playing bowling is totally CUTE !! XD
Having fun with you too taday !
Hope you'll sucess in woo-ing alexandra ! =D
- Hui Ping -

Friday, June 3, 2011

holiday

holiday had just started for a week,
and i've wasted all my time playing.
Althogh i enjoyed the moment i'm being with my friends,
but when i got home,
all i heard is my mum's mumbling.
ahhh~ i dunno what to say about it.
erm...
maybe i should care much about what my mum says..
but, it's really annoying.
sometimes, really feel like wanna argue with her,
but, better not to.
she's my mum ! T.T
i can just tahan , tahan, tahan ! hah~
everything will be better ! just keep smiling :)
happy forever ! :D

Sunday, April 17, 2011

PC FAIR

LOLx....

the pc fair is over...

and i missed the chance to earn rm300++

AHH~

cause of my mum,

she din let me work this year till end of my SPM exam !

@.@

it's kinda torturing,

cause it's like the money flying away from your hand !

haha~

anyway,

it's true that i need to concentrate in my study now...

it's april and i havent start my revision on form 4 sillybus...

haiz...


SO NOW,

WHAT CAN I DO IS CONCENTRATE IN STUDY !

CONCENTRATE IN SPM EXAM !

BE MORE HARDWORKING !

NO MORE LAZYNESS !

NO MORE FOOLING AROUND !


THIS IS MY PROMISE !

WISH ME GOOD LUCK ! ^ ^

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

education fair

i just go to edu fair at mid valley on sun
with wk, venn, and voon....
we went to the finger print test to know about our ability
they girl told me that i
look like very man on the outside,
but my inner heart is just like tohu.
LOLx...
and she says that
I need confirmation from friends
to proceed my journey
= =...
it's kinda true ~
haha....

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

class photo shooting !!

Today, was just like all form 5 students were insane.
All were acting like it's the last day in school,
The last day of the world,
The last photo we're taking together.
we're still normal during the formal class photo,
But, when it comes to free style,
OMG !!
my class were packed with aliens !
HAHA. Cause, all those ex-4B all joined in !!
We have a lot of fun and took many photos.
I'm so excited about the outcome of the photos.
It was like almost 80 students in my class freestyle !!
And, we're screaming like hell during the photo session.
Then, we're all waiting there to join other class's photo !!
LOLx. Until teacher came to chase us all back to class.
XD It's real fun !
First time of my secondary life to be appearing in other classes's free style photo !
WOW ! It's a good experience !!
I think I'll be in at least 4 classes's free style photo.
p/s : i'm not the PRO ! got people appear in almost all form 5 classes !! XP

Anyway, It's damn fun !!
Tomorrow will be the society photo session !
Hope to be fun too ~ XP

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

OH NO !!!

i brake my spec this morning
while sleeping in bus !!
OH NO !!
i've knock it many times to the window panel there.
But, i don't know that it'll brake.
XD. LOLx...
i love that spec so much,
so i'm asking them to find a same one for me.
But, they says need time to find~
AHHH !!!
I'm gonna be half blind for the whole week !
OMG !! Maybe i should wear lens?
But, my lens is in pruple colour.
And, i don't like wearing lens to school ... >.<

OMG !! how am i supposed to go school?